The sun shines bright,
Butterflies dance in the blue skies
Still me, only darkness surrounds,
And it’s to late by the time my worth I realize!
Oh how I wish I could tell you,
How I wish I could live a day more…..,
But this urge,
This urge led me to the suicide door !

I don’t know how many of you know this, but suicide has become a new normal these days,  which it shouldn’t be at all.
One doesn’t attempt suicide because it’s way too normal or trendy, or some sort of fashion.  The amount of mental pressure, stress, panic, anxiety and hell, what not one is going through when they come up with the option of suicide cannot be explained. It’s simply beyond every normal human beings imagination.
The type of feelings they are going through, the type of emotions they have, the type of thoughts they get at that exact moment, at the time when they have this sudden urge of suicide, this madness on their head to kill themselves is just way too much.
In actual, not people attempting suicide, rather one talking to the other and helping them realise their worth should be normalized, but it’s nowhere visible. 
Rather, a major topic like suicide is facing discrimination. Good God, I don’t even have words.
I mean does some National Law book state that only the female strata of this particular society can attempt suicide? Or that only the poor and middle class people are allowed to do so?
Then why is it that when a girl attempts suicide people show sympathy, and regret for what that poor lil girl went through. And start criticizing the people who led her to that stage!
Well, good. Talk to her about it, show her her worth and motivate her to live further,  but why not do the same for a boy?
Why does the society start calling the boy coward and weak if he attempts suicide? Why cannot they as well be shown sympathy and showered with love?
Why is it that the boys don’t open up about their life and what all they feel and what all they are going through? Because they fear being judged and labeled, because they are sure of that, which is a fact!
Well, Every Life Matters!!
I’ll say it should be equalized, especially when talked upon major topics like suicide,  depression,  mental disorders,  anxiety,  panic attacks,  and a lot.
Just think once, before saying something bullshit to a guy next time, before judging him, before labeling them.
Maybe they are going through a lot more than you can even ever imagine. A lot more than a million others a going through. 

And for humanity’s sake, start talking. 

It is like somewhat a dream,
Strange how familiar it seems
For it was only yesterday
When Ma told me that one day,
People will start eating each other
Brother will start killing his brother
That one will only be worried about one’s own health
All crimes will happen just for the sake of wealth

Ma told me that a day will come
When women won’t be respected at all
When they’ll be treated like a stuff barbie doll
And still to all such acts people will stay mum

Ma told me, that one will do all bad sins
Just for the sake of money
That one won’t even care about its kins
Just pray when sad, for a life happy and funny

Ma told me, that people will go so demented in self
That they will not bother to help
Anyone else around them even a bit,
Even if accidentally someone had lit
Rather, they’ll end up putting in more petrol
And then one day the same story down to them will roll

Ma told me that one day the world will come to an end
As everywhere around people will start dying
And then the Earth’s responsibility will depend
Upon the nature, animals and sky; till then which were crying

Ma told me that this is all God’s plan
Just his way to end the Earth
So that bad and wrong deeds he could ban
And then to a happy and good Earth he’ll give birth

Back then as a child I took up Ma’s words to seriously
And I believed in all this so much that honestly
Today, to me seems like deja vu
As day by day Ma’s words are coming true

Ma said such an era will be known as “Kalyug”
Said she read about it in some Indian mythology book
So maybe now, God is executing his plan to end its own creation, the Earth his way
For today seems exactly that way
For today is exactly what Ma told me yesterday!

Rich: Thirty dresses, twenty jeans, ten to twelve lowers and about forty tops and tees; but I don’t have any clothes to wear at all. What should I wear? No I don’t have any clothes at all, I’ve worn each one of these once, I need to go and buy some new ones now!
Someone: Umm, okay, you have so many clothes in your cupboard but, so how about giving them out to the poor kids, because you will be getting new ones for yourself in any case right, so let’s give some of them to those poor kids.
Rich: What? No way, I’m not going to give my so expensive, fashionable, and high quality clothes to those kids, they don’t even know how to take care of them. No at all!

Poor: I get old clothes of my siblings as new ones to myself every year, and they are enough to serve the purpose. I have about three t-shirts, which are a little torn from some places but no worries, a pair of jeans, and one pajama.
Mummy had promised me that she will cook Maggie for me today, as an appreciation to the good deed I did yesterday. 
Oh, you want to know what did I do? Nothing much, I just gave one of my t-shirts to a small kid who was sleeping on the cold road and shivering badly yesterday. I met him when I was coming back from school, and gave him my t-shirt so that he could save himself from the cold.
Someone: But why did you give him your t-shirt? You just had three right?
Poor: Ah no, I had four till yesterday, but now I have three after giving him mine. And what’s the harm if I gave him mine? I have three with me still, and three are good enough for me.

Then why are only the rich known as the upper class people when it is the poor as well who do deeds of higher quality? Why is it that even if the poor are rich by heart they are called the poor, the lower class people only? Why, when if the rich do something wrong or of lower quality, then they are not called the lower class or poor?
We should not, because it is mainly the poor who help people for they have gone through difficult times, and know how bad those times are, and hence they don’t want anyone else to go through the same ever.

For the poor are not poor, they are rich by heart!

Life is such a messy thing, right?
Just like that pizza, where cheese is happiness and love; and the veggies are the problems and sorrows!
Everyone just loves the cheese, and that’s all they want. Like either they want Margherita, just love and happiness, and nothing else; or they want the overloaded extra cheese one if veggies are being served in there!
Why? Why not have both the veggies and cheese, and happily enjoy the ride on life’s see-saw? Why is it that either we want to win, or we want it to be draw? Why not just lose some times and prepare nicely for the next time? Why not just peacefully accept the bad things the way we happily accept the good things?
Why not just simply accept the Lord’s creation? Simply accept it and work happily in His direction, according to His instruction.
So don’t just cry for the cheese one now, ask for the one with veggies; because at times too much cheese makes the pizza salty, and it spoils the whole taste! Same is with life, and that’s not good!!
Only love and happiness is not good, and maybe it is possible for some time, but sooner or later, problems will come, and in a bigger amount then. Because one day, cheese will be finished and then only veggies will be left. So its better to have both now itself and enjoy life with its ups and downs, rather than being left to just cry and struggle with the problems in the end.
And you never know, maybe God gifts you a choco lava cake if you have been served with the veggie pizza.
So, live as He has written in your life book.